hello..
first time to write diary online, hope i can write everyday to help me recall memories, sad or happy all memories deserved to be remember.
yesterday i drove myself to batununggal swimming pool to swim with ain, rindra, and kang bagja. start from 08.30 to 12.00, guess what my careless ass forgot to bring towel and swimming googles. while swimming i hit my nose to the edge of the pool it hurts.
lunch with soto and continue to drive to panti bayi sehat to play and teach some kids there. quite fun activity.. after that continue to eat at ss in bawean, i ate catfish with sambal kecap, it was good. I can actually eat dinner at home but ys ask for a ride to antapani so i think there is nothing wrong with that. but at 19.00 I supposed to be having zoom meeting with teh lucy, jaza, dan roma for wadankes position. but roma has a mentoring at sendal poor her whereas at tuesday she already went to sendal with me and go home at 1 a.m :).
bad luck ys lost her wallet, with a very sleepy head i accompany her to neira and back to bayi sehat. with no result on finding the wallet we go to antapani and as we stopped ys found her wallet on the bag. Universe is testing my patience maybe, but its ok im glad. with a very sleepy head i arrived and went to the bed straight without forgetting to unmute my handphone notification to standby.
the meeting start at 22.00 and teh lucy announce roma to be wadankes, are we suprised? not. I hate myself for being sad about that. Roma is to kind to me and why didnt i let roma to be wadankes with an open heart why did i have to cry about it?, i hated myself for that.
i wanted to back to sleep but its kinda hard. nene and teh astri are so kind to me asking my condition after i tell regu jalan jalan that roma is the chosen wadankes.
God is giving you the chance to avoid things that are over to handle for you. Fix your college, grade, your life, your shalat, god miss u dita.
Stay strong sweetheart
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